I Don't Want to Post This

 Self-advocacy

The annoying chore for positive expansion.  

I'm too annoyed to advocate for myself in a positive and healthy way.  I'd prefer to advocate for others before myself or to administer the business of other's before my own.  I feel most best when I am speaking out on behalf of anyone other than myself.

Am I though?  I've done a lot of work advocating for myself with myself.  I am afraid to advocate for myself with others.  Too afraid of responding in a negative and unhealthy way.

What does it mean to advocate for yourself with yourself?

I mean for self-advocacy with myself are all the things for me to do to be a positive and healthy person.  I'm recognizing the annoying need to have an income.  An income is derived from a lot of self-advocacy with others.  Advocating how excellent and superior one is or how competent and articulate they are or how generous, kind and wonderful they are in a very coherent and expected manner.

Coherent?  Expected manner?

Coherence isn't happening here with me.  Perhaps writing this post will help develop coherence in my existence.

Expected manners are not for me either.  Expected manners possess so much annoying subjectivity in their existence.  In my experience, if there is someone new with whom I am to develop any relationship I find the process easier to have an advocate to help them in fully appreciating me.

Which brings us back to advocacy!

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