A part of us doesn’t want to be vulnerable. Some parts believe the self will be hurt and die if we were to become vulnerable. Our soul wants us to be vulnerable. The soul is hurt and dying the less we are vulnerable. Courageously be your wise authentic silly and serious self, get up there, in there, or out there and just breathe, you got this, you got this with god, the universe, be blessed, you are loved.
The more we acknowledge the loving blessing god, the universe, and us have for the universe and us, the more we be and breathe the blessed love the universe compassionately desires.
As we be and breathe the blessed love the universe compassionately desires we are filled with a sense of peace and serenity, making progress and welcoming challenges with grace and ease.
Two years ago, a part of us really, really, really, really, really, really, really did not want to exist. Listening to this annihilating part of us, our heart seemed to skip some beats. We became frightened that we might actually be able to will our self out of existence.
A day or two later I, heart still beating, was at a celebration of life for my late friend and confidante. The celebration was guided well by spirit. The celebration invited attendees to share with the celebration some words. Near the end, after two great men, the first being a well renowned songwriter of love, the second the former mayor of our town, I heard in my imagination my late friend say, “Get up, it’s your turn.” I spoke from my heart the vulnerable experience I had the night or two prior and vulnerable experiences our late friend and I shared.
In being vulnerable that day, the universe guided to me a love that would rip open the bright and vibrant love the universe had in me all along. The love ripped away the shameful feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness from my perceived and practiced existence. The void of shame we filled with progress of a perceived and practiced existence in healthy, light and friendly - love.
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